"Ya Allah, if I hurt others, give me the strength to apologize. If people hurt me, give me strength to forgive."

Tuesday, 10 November 2015


PERFECT TWO- AUBURN



[Verse 1:]
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I'll
cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

[B-Sec:]
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high (ow)
And you're the one I wanna marry

[Hook:]
Cause you're the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

[Verse 2:]
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together

[B-Sec:]
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

[Hook:]
Cause you're the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

[Bridge:]
You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya
I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see us walk down the aisle

[B-Sec 1/2:]
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

[Hook:]
Cause you're the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two (perfect two me and you)


WHEN I WAS A KID

DADMINTON

When i was a kid, I would always bug my dad to play badminton after dinner. I was very excited when he said yes.


But my mom would always ruin everything because she would tell me that if I ran around on a full stomach I would get appendicitis.

I didn't even know what appendicitis was at 9.But I would sit and wait for my food to digest.

Then my dad will watch the 8 o'clock news,and I would have to wait.

Then he would have to do some work,and I would wait some more.

Then his friends would call and I would wait for him to finish with his chit-chat.

I wait and wait....

After about an hour,which felt likes 10 hours,my dad would be ready to play.

We would play for like 5 minutes and my dad would be tired.

(when I was a kid-by boey)
  




EVERY GIRL

I'm not a prefect girl.
My hair doesn't always stay in place &
I spill things a lot. I'm pretty clumsy &
sometimes I have a broken heart.
My friends & I sometimes fight &
maybe some days nothing goes right.
but when I think about it & take a step back
I remember how amazing life truly is & that maybe. just maybe. I like being unperfect...
HORROR SHORT STORY

I BEGIN TUCKING HIM INTO BED AND HE TELLS ME,
'DADDY,CHECK FOR MONSTERS UNDER MY BED,'I LOOK UNDERNEATH FOR HIS AMUSEMENT AND SEE HIM,ANOTHER HIM,UNDER THE BED,STARING BACK AT ME QUIVERING AND WHISPERING,'DADDY,THERE'S SOMEBODY ON MY BED,' 

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I ALWAYS THOUGHT MY CAT HAD A STARING PROBLEM-SHE ALWAYS SEEMED FIXATED ON MY FACE,UNTIL ONE DAY,WHEN I REALIZED THAT SHE WAS ALWAYS LOOKING JUST BEHIND ME.

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A GIRL HEARD HER MOM YELL HER NAME FROM DOWNSTAIRS,SO SHE GOT UP AND STARTED TO HEAD DOWN. AS SHE GOT TO THE STAIRS,HER MOM PULLED HER INTO HER ROOM AND SAID'I HEARD THAT,TOO.'

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MOMMY TOLD ME NEVER TO GO IN THE BASEMENT,BUT I WANTED TO SEE WHAT WAS MAKING THAT NOISE. IT KIND OF SOUNDED LIKE A PUPPY,AND I WANTED TO SEE THE PUPPY,SO I OPENED THE BASEMENT DOOR AND TIPTOED DOWN A BIT.I DIDN'T SEE A PUPPY,AND THEN MOMMY YANKED ME OUT OF THE BASEMENT AND YELLED AT ME.MOMMY HAD NEVER YELLED AT ME BEFORE,AND IT MADE ME SAD AND I CRIED.THEN MOMMY TOLD ME NEVER TO GO INTO THE BASEMENT AGAIN,AND SHE GAVE ME A COOKIE.THAT MADE ME FEEL BETTER,SO I DIDN'T ASK HER WHY THE BOY IN THE BASEMENT WAS MAKING NOISES LIKE A PUPPY,OR WHY HE HAD NO HANDS OR FEETS.

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I CHECK INTO SMALL HOTEL A FEW KILOMETRES FROM KIEV.IT IS LATE.I AM TIRED.I TELL WOMAN AT DESK I WANT A ROOM.SHE TELLS ME ROOM NUMBER AND GIVE KEY.'BUT ONE MORE THING COMRADE;THERE IS ONE ROOM WITHOUT NUMBER AND ALWAYS LOCK.DON'T EVEN PEEK IN THERE.'I TAKE KEY AND GO TO ROOM TO SLEEP.NIGHT COMES AND I HEAR TRICKLING OF WATER.IT COMES FROM THE DOOR ACROSS.I CANNOT SLEEP SO I OPEN DOOR.IT IS COMING FROM ROOM WITH NO NUMBER.I POUND ON DOOR.NO RESPONSE.I LOOK IN KEYHOLE.I SEE NOTHING EXCEPT RED.WATER STILL TRICKLING.I GO DOWN TO FRONT DESK TO COMPLAIN.'BY THE WAY WHO IS IN THAT ROOM?'SHE LOOK AT ME AND BEGIN TO TELL STORY.THERE WAS WOMAN IN THERE.MURDERED BY HER HUSBAND.SKIN ALL WHITE,EXCEPT HER EYES,WHICH WERE RED.

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HUMAN BODY
TEARS

Dear friends, do you ever wonder why we cry?




The process of producing tears is called lacrimation or lachrymation (from Latin word lacrima, means tear.

THERE ARE THREE TYPES OF TEARS 


BASAL TEARS

In healthy mammalian eyes, the cornea is continually kept wet and nourished by basal tears. They lubricate the eyes, and help to keep it clear of dust.

REFLEX TEARS

The second type of tears results from irritation of the eye by foreign particles, or from the presence of irritant substances such as onion vapors, tears gas or pepper spray in the eye's environment, including the cornea, conjunctiva, or nasal mucosa. It can also occur with bright light and hot or peppery stimuli to the tongue and mouth. It is also linked with vomiting, coughing, and yawning. These reflex tears attempt to wash out irritants that may have come into contact with the eyes.

PSYCHIC TEARS

Generally referred to as crying or weeping, happens due to strong emotional stress, anger, suffering of physical pain. Many people will also cry when they are extremely happy.




In Islam, it is good to cry when we realize all our wrong doings, and thus we want to seek forgiveness from ALLAH SWT.


''And when they listen to the revelation received by the Messenger(Muhammad SAW), thou will see their eyes overflowing with tears, for they recognise the truth: they pray: ''Our Lord! We believe; write us down among the witnesses.''  (al-Maaidah:83) 

Friday, 16 October 2015

Ceq punya heroq naa, Teyh!

Cat? YA! I have many cats. Among them, i had the favorite one! Teyh! He's white!

Why? Why he's my favorite one? So many reasons!

1-When I pat my tummy, he'll come and sit on my tummy. It's quite okay back then when he's still young and small. But, when he's start gaining weight...I'm felt pressured even I'm not calling, he'll come and sit on me, STILL CUTE

2-When I sleep, he'll come and sleep beside me and sometimes he'll leaning to me, OVERLOAD CUTENESS

3-This quite embarassing. When, I'm crying alone, he's come and sit by my side and meowing with understanding face. THIS IS SO CHARMING SIDE OF HIM

4-When I called his name, he'll running to me. Not too running, but still, CUTE!!!

5-He's never scratching me even I had annoyed him, THAT IS SO LOVELY

6-When I'm pinch his cheeks, he just close his eyes just willing me molest  him, WHY SO CUTE?



7-When I'm doing my homework, he purposely lie down on my book even I'm in middle of writing. SERIOUSLY THIS MAKE ME ANGRY! I'll push him to other side of table. Still, he'll comeback lie down on my book. Then, I need to struggle when writing even a word! I need to flicking his fur first, and writing. Sometimes, I'm missing my eraser when doing my homework. Like hell, I'm searching it, under table, scattering my pencil case, end up, it was under his body! I'm burst to laugh, he's even not realize the eraser, ya! He's slumbered! Not even small thing he can hide but large thing also he can! Calculator! IT'S CUTE, THAT IS WHY I NEVER STOP LOVING HIM

8-Also, when I'm doing my work with computer, he's intentionally walk on the keyboard. Or he'll lie down in front of speaker. He's block my playlist! WHY HE'S BE LIKE THIS

9-He's the only one who never replied my kiss. He's just accepted my kiss and not reply back! When I'm force him to kiss me back, he just close his eyes. I WANT TO CRY, THAT IS SO CUTE!



10-When I had nothing to do, he's not come to me even I'm calling him. IT'S SO ANNOYING, I WANT TO KILL HIM

11-When he's sleeping in front fridge, I'll hide behind wall and make sound of lizard. He's immediately raise up his head and aiming the sound. Then, he slowly walk to me, he looked out behind the wall, and see me.. He's make annoying face. IT'S CUTE, I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE

12- When I'm "membentang" sejadah for praying, he'll come and lie down on the sejadah. Then, I push his aside. When I'm sujud, he's catch my mouth. I'm really like when his paw on my mouth. Still, it disturbing me! WHY HE'S SO CUTE?

12-He's like to sleep on mattress, cushion, pillow. Sometimes, we're sharing pillow. He's sleeping soundly! I'm puzzled, "WHY HE'S SO TIRED? WAS HE ON PART-TIME JOB?" I'm giggling when see his face like that. I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE



13-He has a long tail. Sometimes, I'll tease him. When he lie down, I'll take his end of tail, and pointing it to his face and ask him "SO WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME, AM I BEAUTIFUL?" Either he just make a slumbered face, or he'll lick his end of tail, my sister and me burst! It's look like he's licking an ice-cream. HE'S CUTE

14-When his licking his tummy, sometimes he's unintentionally lick the carpet too. I can't stop laughing! He'll stop lick and look at me with face do not get who I'm laughing at. I WANT TOO EAT YOU, WHY SO CUTE?

15-By calculating, it's take about 2 days for he to finished licking his tummy for clean up. Ya! He has big tummy. I WANT TO CRY SINCE TIRED OF LAUGHING

16-I'm like to decorating him. He never run away. HA, CUTE

17-He's afraid of my father. My father like to bully him! Hee, SERVE HIM RIGHT

18-He's like vanilla ice cream, CUTE!

19- He's like to interframe my photo, ANNOYING



20- If, I'm not homed yet, he'll sleep behind the my bedroom door. THAT IS SO ADORABLE




















21-When I'm playing kitten's meowing ringtone, he'll popped up in front of me from nowhere. Then, I'll hide my phone at back, he'll step on me.  He'll search the kitten for real. WOW! HE'LL BECOME GOOD FATHER

That's all my reason, now you tell me, how can I resist my love to him? 
Ya, it so frustrating. Teyh was gone. I'm miss him. I'm hope we'll meet soon. Please, forgive me if I'm doing wrong to you. Please, recognize me on The Day. I'm really miss you...really...so really



When I'm read, I'm heard about cruelty to animals. I'm upset! WHY THEY DARE TO ABUSE ANIMALS? WERE THEY NEVER SEE THE CHARMING SIDE OF ANIMALS? PLEASE STOP THE MISTREATMENT TO ANIMALS! 

Share with heart!



Wednesday, 30 September 2015

Me and pointer...

Okay harini kecoh pasal pointer even tak official. Aku pun seram kott. Yela... Nak tahu jugak kita di tahap mana. SEM1, aku byk main-main. Test 1& 2 jgn ckp la mcm mana aku buat. Serius! Aku tak pernah impikan jadi seorang yg pandai nak mampus. Tapi aku impikan jd seorang yg friendly, average person la sng cerita. So, target aku pun 3.0-3.5. And, ye! Aku dapat! 

Aku rasa dah masuk SEM 2 ni, mmg kena struggle. Masa utk tidur-tidur kena kurgkan. Aku pun nak lebih involve dgn org. Aku nak share psl sorg kwn aku. Ni bukan mengata k! Ni cerita pgajaran utk korg. Lgpun, ni cerita baik kott... Aku seorang kwn yg baik kott, tak pernah condem member. luls


Okay, cerita dia camni. Aku baru kwn dgn dia setahun. At first, mmg kekok kott even dia pmpn. Dia suka ketawa, byk ckp, senang cerita..ringan mulut. Dia akademik kurg perform..koko, okay..tp cara dia involved dgn org sgt cepat, tangkas, pantas... Aku tak sure dia buat mcm mana (?) Kekadang aku tertanya-tanya, kenapa dia nak kwn dgn semua org? So, bila curiousity aku dah meningkat sgt...aku tanya la, "weh, asal kau nak kwn dgn semua org? perlu ke?" She's replied, "gila tak. Perlulah. Sbbnya kan, kau taktau kejayaan kau tu hasil dari doa siapa, mana tahu dari salah sorg yg kau kenal atau dari salah sorg yg kau tolong." Dan ya! she's right! Dia tak perform kott SPM and yet she's got chance to further study. Benda tu pun jadi kott kat aku. Aku bila dpt result SPM, aku terfikir.. aku dpt ke ni further study...result mmm..tapi segala puji bagi ALLAH, aku masih diberi chance utk further study kat tmpt yg aku nak. Bila aku ingat balik masa F5, kwn aku tula yg tolong aku blend dgn org lain. Aku terfikir, inikah berkat doa org-org yg pernah aku kenali dulu? Mana tahu, masa sekolah dulu en.. org-org yg aku sapa tepi jln ke..makcik cleaner yg aku tegur ke.. Uishh, ckp psl sekolah pulak. Aku rindu zaman sekolah. Betullah kata Cikgu Nazlina..."awk jgn tak sabar sgt nak habis sekolah, nanti sekolah nilah yg awk rindu." Betul cikgu! Cikgu pun sy rindu!


Moral: Jgn malu utk bergaul dgn org. Lepastu, just be yourself. Jgn cover-cover depan diorg. Nanti lmbt nak get along dgn org yg korg nak kwn tu. Ni je aku nak share. Share with heart!


Calligraphy CNY masa F5